On high school a lot of different things happened. During breaks i often sat with the rest of the guys. I was scared of sitting with the girls because i thought the rest of the guys might think i was gay. After a while i got extremely uncomfortable around the guys that i developed some kind of eating disorder. I just couldn’t eat when i was around them and more than half of the time i just threw my food away.
Surprisingly enough, i was able to eat just fine when i was around the girls. I somehow felt safe and comfortable around them. I’ve never gone as far as to actually develop anorexia during this period, i ate more when i was at home so i wouldn’t lose too much weight.